The Cycle of Need

by Resin

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1.
05:05
Wondered how long it'd be till you crawled on out your hole, been searching constantly for a future that you stole, did you hear a poisoned whisper that I had moved on, that I'd been getting used to life, with you being gone You'll be the death of me, your time has come and gone, you never fuckin learn, I left you far behind What part of this just can't you get inside your head, you've had ten years or more, to put this thing to bed, found myself another and I've got my happy place, won't let you fuck with it now get on out my face, You know there was a time, where I'd do anything, that man has been and gone, now tell me how it feels You know there was a time, where I'd do anything, that man has been and gone, now tell me how it feels, to have your future torn away, to have your love swept aside, now tell me how it feels, You'll be the death of me, your time has come and gone, you never fuckin learn, I left you far behind You never fuckin learn
2.
04:06
Watch me fall now you're not beside me, drained of love, hope and resilience, I'm gonna lock me away I got no reason to stay the truth is one lie away and my hands aint bound anymore. The next time you see me I won't fall so easy again, just cos you show me it don't you me you own me at all. My hopes hang on the deluded, who promised more than they could give. I'm gonna lock me away I got no reason to stay the truth is one lie away my hands ain't bound anymore, the next time you see me I won't fall so easy again, just cos you showed me it don't mean you own me at all, fuck you!
3.
04:20
This chapter came as no surprise to me I saw the shitstorm in your eyes It might sound evil but I can't help smile This bed you made is where you lie The grass ain't greener on the other side Your problems only multiply This land of milk and honey soon ran dry This bed you made is where you'll cry Built to love but not to learn Watch these fucking pages burn Built to love but not to learn Watch these fucking pages burn Built to love but not to learn Watch these God damm pages burn Watch these fucking pages
4.
04:46
Talk to me, Tell me everything you want from me, Tell me everything you want to be but can't because of me. Take it all, It doesn't matter to me anymore, Till all I'm left with is a vision of you standing in the rain. The only thing you wanted, Was the one thing I couldn't give, You never asked for too much, A chance to live not just exist, And I am sorry for the pain I caused, There was no other way... There is nothing left to say Talk to me, This fucking silent treatment's killing me, You always keep it in expecting me to know just how you feel. Let it breathe, Exhale those binding insecurities, And let the bandages begin to heal your torn and broken wings. One fine day where I could banish all the dark thoughts from my mind, One fine day where I have clarity of thought and strength to fight. One fine day where I could smile trough the clouds at the sun, Be grateful for the things I have not hanging on to things that are gone, One fine day where being rained on doesn't bother me at all, One fine day where I am here to catch myself in case I fall, One fine day where I could smile trough the clouds at the sun, Be grateful for the things I have not hanging on to things that are gone.
5.
06:03
Voice of an angel make me whole Beautiful phrases to my soul And when I hear my angel sing Feels like I'm waiting to be king I'll be here Drawn by my feelings for you Can't stand not being near you How long before you'll try it again How long before I am dying again Forsake your world I'm all you need Sweet lies you sing and I believe Behind this mask you wear for me You've been the gravel in my feed I'm still here What have you turned me into I've given everything for you How long before I need you again How long before I am bleeding again No soul excluded from your boon Men, women, children in the womb Songs course through vains like liquid silk Babes cry for more than mothers milk They shouldn't be here (What have you turned them into) (They all feel nothing without you )
6.
04:11
Leave all your favourite things behind Go where street lights are burning bright Don't you know that they'll burn your eyes Promises that will burn your mind Loose change you know will get you head Nothing spoken no flowers sent Want some more just to buy a line You will make that movie some time One more bruise that is turning red Put some more makeup on he said Maybe tomorrow you'll make a change Make the break and you'll find your fame Burn Here's my hand Burn Here's my hand So much done wrong You made a fatal mistake You're far from strong You'll take the pain every day Tell your daddy you're doing fine Come down maybe some other time Promise him that he's in your mind Tell your mother you're doing well Living inside your neon hell You hope that sooner your luck will turn Once more you take his hand and you Burn Here's my hand Burn Here's my hand Burn Burn
7.
06:18
Lying on the floor with all that I want, The hollow dreams inside my head, And wanting no more, Maybe you should walk with me, Or tell me would you just leave me lying, here. All I own is gone, but only to you, Everything I think's so real for everyone, Tell me did you walk away, Or did you stay cause you heard me crying out. Take away this poison from my hand, Show me how to be a better man, Take away just everything that's killing me Before I come back down I'll lose a friend, Before I hit the ground and reach the end, Before I fall apart like this again, Before I hit the self-destruct again Lying on the floor with nothing I want, The hollow dreams inside my head, I want them no more, Maybe you should walk with me, or tell me would you just leave me lying here. And let me live the lie within my mind, Better than the life before my eyes, Better than the life that I would leave behind. Before I fall apart like this again, Before I hit the self-destruct again
8.
Enslaved my own feelings drag me down Way over my, my own head I watch me drown Rushed by the pressures of my sorry life Tortured by my, my own demons I don't need no knife Knife Brother , Don't you watch me turn back round Carry me now Don't you watch me hit the ground Open Heart Trauma Torn asunder Save me from this bittersweet disease Love of brother Foccused stronger Healed before it goes back on my sleeve Tell me What you see Tell me What it is you want from me
9.
All I've known has turned on me, yes I'm cynical but thats all that I can be, I had the time to think about all the things I had, how could something good, turn so bad, was anything, ever truly mine, am I living now or am I killing time , hey god, you got the blood of angels, on your hands How can I begin to start again, you can't sympathise cos you weren't with me then, I defy anyone not to dwell on the past, until this stumbling block my life went by so fast

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released July 13, 2018

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